"Okay, so what's the deal with Tamara?" Gabe asked once they were seated in
a booth at the tiny burger joint. It had only opened up a couple of weeks
before, but he had already eaten here several times. The food was good and
cheap. They had both ordered thick juicy hamburgers and crisp French fries,
which were heaped on paper lined plastic baskets on the table in front of
them.
Lana took a bite and savored it before she spoke. "I lied to her.
She was trying to set me up with a blind date for her party and I said I had
a date with you."
"Doesn't she know about your dating embargo?"
"Of course. I've told her at least ten times. She doesn't listen."
He took another bite and swallowed before speaking. "Do you want to go to
the party?"
"I wouldn't mind. It's the blind date I object to."
So, he was better than a blind date. Which, since he knew her opinion of
blind dates, didn't do his ego much good. "Ever heard of just say no?"
She gave him a dirty look. "You know very well that doesn't work with
Tamara."
"True." He set his burger down and smiled at her. "I guess this means
you're going to have to go out with me. On a date." Could be worse, he
thought philosophically. A date was a date, whatever the reason behind it.
"I--I guess it does. Do you mind? If you have other plans I'll just tell
Tamara we can't come."
Mind? Did he mind going out with her? Those ocean blue eyes locked onto
his and sucked him in. Apparently she didn't have a clue that he really
liked her. Usually he didn't have trouble letting a woman know he was
interested. But Lana was nothing like the women he used to date. B.A. Before
the Accident.
God, she looked pretty today. But then, every time he saw her she looked
great. And he was starting to think about her way too much for comfort.
What was up with him? She was just a woman. A beautiful one, but so what?
What was it about Dr. Lana McCoy that made her stick in his mind? That made
her different from every other woman he'd dated?
Well, for one thing, she wouldn't date. Except when forced into it.
Her eyes, which had been gazing at him anxiously, dropped. "I'm sorry to
put you on the spot like this. Just forget it, I'll figure something out."
"Having a date with you isn't a hardship, Lana. And no, I don't have
plans." He picked up a fry and ate it thoughtfully. What would she say if
they made it a real date, and not a ploy to get out of a blind date?
"I sense a 'but' coming," Lana said.
"Does it have to be the party? We could do something else. Take in a
movie in Corpus."
"No." Her response was quick in coming. Then she obviously realized how
harsh she sounded. "I...I...told Tamara we would be there."
Well, he had his answer. "No you didn't. You told her we'd talk about
it."
She glanced away, then said, "Why don't you want to go to the party?"
"I didn't say I didn't want to go." But he didn't. For the same reason he
didn't go to the Scarlet Parrot if he could help it. Because he was sick and
tired of people treating him like an object of pity.
"You can't avoid everyone forever, you know."
"I'm not avoiding anyone." Which was a big, fat lie. He put down what was
left of his burger and looked at her. "You really want to go, don't you?"
"It could be fun," she said a little wistfully. "I don't know that many
people here yet, and I thought it would be nice to meet some more. But if
you're that set against it, we can just forget the whole thing."
"We can go." It sounded like torture to him, but if that was the only way
he could be with her, he'd do it.
"Are you sure?"
"I said we'd go, didn't I?"
She rewarded him with a blinding smile. "Thank you. You're very sweet."
He blinked, befuddled by her smile. "Sweet?"
She laughed. "Don't look so horrified. Hasn't anyone ever called you
sweet before?"
He shook his head. "You're the first." Sweet, for God's sake. "I've been
called a lot of things by women, but sweet isn't one of them."
She put her hand over his and gave it a light squeeze. "They were wrong.
I think you're very sweet."
Oh, shit, he thought gazing into those blue water eyes of hers. It hit
him like a marlin striking a twenty pound test line, fast, hard and deadly.
The reason he couldn't forget her, the reason he liked her so much. He was
falling for her. Just steps away from being sucked under and dragged out to
sea.
He should tell her to forget it. Cancel the date, stop seeing her, stop
being friends. Now, before he became any more involved. Because the very
last thing he needed was to fall for--really fall for-- a beautiful woman
again and get slammed in the teeth. He'd done that once. No way, no how, was
he doing it again.
He opened his mouth to tell her he'd changed his mind. "What time should
I pick you up?"